Chapter 126
COWARD OF ALL COWARDS
PYRO’S POV
“This is my Pussy. We can get ride to her.” Zephyrus was grinning as he showed us his horse. The damn name was ruining my innocent mind.
“Darn it! I like the name!” Hali was chuckling as he rode on her back.
“We’re not fit there. Only two people can go.” Colden was standing, examining the pattern of the brown white horse.
“Who’s master in horseback riding?” Raiden stared at us one by one. His eyes stopped on Hali. Definitely, he was, that was why he was the one who climbed up first.
“I’m not good at riding horses, but I’m good at riding women.” Zephyrus was chuckling as he wiggled his eyebrow.
Raiden gave him a blow on the belly which made him move backward while holding it. “Ouchy, Dokey.” He was teasing him. It did not really hurt him.
Oh, Damn. Because of Zephyrus I almost forgot my purpose.
I got up to the horse. Without any notice, Hali immediately ran the horse. If he was not good at this, I would kick this bastard. Then, he would laugh because I accidentally hugged him.
“You’re too serious, Pyro. Sometimes you need to enjoy life.” He whispered with a wink.
Damn. Crazy man.
I almost buried my face on his back. The horse was riding so fast. I felt nervous. The possibility of flying me away was great.
Great, Hali. Temper, Pyro. You need your bastard brother.
We both stopped and stared in front when there were warriors positioned on our way. They were blocking us while pointing a sword.
Their blood would surely spread on the ground.
A deadly grin formed on my lips. I missed getting sweaty from the training.
You messed up at the wrong time.
I flipped over in the air, going down to the warriors. No words came out of my mouth as I kicked one of them. Hali was chuckling while sitting comfortably on the horse. “Nice one, Can I grab popcorn?”
“We didn’t come to fight!” One of the guards was racing his palm, surrendering.
I moved faster. In one second, the sword was on my hand, threatening their leader. “Shut up and move aside.”
They had no plan to give me a way. I had no choice, but to use my stone-like closed hand to land on their faces. I uppercut the one that was going near me. He threw away to the ground with his bleeding nose.
I prepared myself to jump up and then kicked the two bastards that were holding a sword. I froze when I saw Hali, he was fighting back the enemy.
“Proceed, Pyro! I can knock them all!” Hali was busy playing with those weak. He raised his hand up, attracting the water in the sky.
I thought he used the rain to stop the wedding. The droplets of water dripped one by one until it was followed by plenty.
I watched how Hali fought, he was doing all the strategies that I taught. He was the combination of a fast monster and a dodger. My system was filled with happiness. Good to see his improvement. No, not just improvement, he is adept at every move he made. Even if he was not looking at ut, he could hit them. I could see myself to him.
A small smile grew on my lips as he nodded his head, signing to me to go. Before I left, I counted the opponent. Five were still standing. I created a fire and strike them with all my force. They shouted in pain.
Hali can handle the rest.
I stepped faster. Run as quickly as I could. I did everything even if the sweat was dripping on my face. Even though I could feel my aching feet, my body was burning due to worry. I could feel a stinging sensation on my shoulder. I had no idea that there was a wound in that portion. I ran and ran until I arrived at the location. My knee weakened as I saw the ‘Kiss the Bride.’
Too late.
I shook my head as a sad smile was visible on my lips. I fell in love once. I fall and always fall to the same girl over and over again. The liquid was producing to the side of my eyes. I could not help but stare. To look at the beautiful smile of Fira while gazing at all people of the Red Moon Pack.
Why, Fira? You told me your word of honor. I pleaded to you not to give up on us. Are my tears do not enough? Could my love not fill you? Am I lacking for your needs?
Do you love her more than me?
I turned my back in slow motion. Did you know the feeling of the world weight was on my body? Did you know the feeling of heaviness in the chest while the stabbing was continuous? Did you know that I could not take my pain anymore?
It was too hurtful, but I still sealed my mouth. No words. No tears. No collapsing of body. But inside me卥illing. Killing is brutal that torturing every part of me. The throbbing was greater than the slashes, stronger than the whipping.
Why? Why am I not enough?
I love you. I love you until the end of forever. However, it has no conclusion. So this feeling has no end.
For every smile she did, I was there, looking. For every touch of hands of Janus to her, I was still in my location, staring. For every kiss they shared, I was still standing strong, gazing. It was like watching a best-selling movie, you can feel every emotion, but you can’t be in that position. I hope it was just virtual using technology. Sadly, it was my reality.
My reality that break, rip, stab, any adjectives that could describe how my sensation was.
Damn. Was this what Mama said?
“The impactful thing that can make you suffer more is you can do something, but you pick not to do anything.” My mother had an influencing voice and words to me.This content provided by N(o)velDrama].[Org.
Perhaps, she is right all the time.
If I only asked her if she loves me more than him, would it change at least a bit? If only I burst how much I love her, would it stop her from going with him? If only I choose the Plan B that they were offering, would Fira hold my hand and happily be with me?
Who knows? The answer is in her and my biggest regret is not asking how she truly feels for me.
Colden was definitely correct. I am the coward of all cowards.