I’m Just His Wife

“Shh … Listen first.” Ivan smiled sadly at him.

“I had a lot of enemies then. You know, mafia. My opponents would target my weakness to get what they wanted. And so I hurt you then to show them that I don’t care about you. That it also makes no sense if they kill you. That’s what I want to believe so even though I didn’t want to, I did all that … ”

“I already know that. Creed already told me.”

“What? Have you been close?”

“Yes. I guess I’m his best friend. Not you.”

“Damn. I’ll talk to him. He shouldn’t have talked to you when I was still asleep.”

“And why? We just talked.”

“Maybe he opened me up to you, what?”

“Hmm. Yes, but only slightly so don’t worry.”

“I don’t trust that idiot. What did he tell you?”

“Secret. Why should I tell you?”

“I’m the one you were talking about then. I probably have a right to know.”

“Just ask her. I’m too lazy to tell stories.”

“Wow. were you lazy, Rigella? Don’t you want to do nothing?”

“People change.”

“But your love for me hasn’t changed, right?”

She just stared at Ivan. Nako, it really knows how to silence him. The timing of his wife was also great e. The fun that they would have talked about the case all of a sudden just stretched just like that.

“Do you think I’ll wait for you to wake up if I don’t love you?” smiling but he asked seriously.

“Hmm. It’s okay. It’s either you feel sorry for me or it’s because we’re still married that you did that.” Ivan grinned and winked at him.

He jokingly slapped it. “It’s crazy. I love you, okay? I’ve loved you since we were kids.”

“Obviously. You asked me to get married right away.”

“Hey, I can’t remember that, ah. Besides, I was still young.” his defense. But the truth was he still remembers that. That was embarrassing, now he just realized.

“Ows. You were so dead to me then.” Ivan laughed jokingly.

“Yuck! You’re not too handsome for me to be dead to you. Besides, hey! Thirty -two- you’re thirty -three years old now! You’re so tense.”

“was that so? My sign was …” Ivan bit his lower lip to stop the laughter but he was still really laughing.

“Me too. I’m thirty one. The speed of time, what?” he took a deep breath and leaned against Ivan’s chest. “Ice will be fourteen next month and the twins will be six years old in October. The speed. It’s like I still want them to be kids …” he looked at the sky and there he realized it was night. There were also stars in the sky that he only sees once.

‘the speed. I didn’t even watch the twins grow …” Ivan’s tone was sad.

He looked at it. ‘they were only five years old, Ivan. You can still see them grow up. But before that you have to get out of the hospital …” he said.

“I’m okay, Rigella. You’re the only paranoid person who wants to extend my stay here in the hospital for another week.”

“Why, do we know if there’s a complication going on with you. We’re just being careful. You’ll get used to it.”

“Have you ever thought of our baby’s name?”

“Change the topic too.”

“I don’t want to talk about that. Your question was more important.”

He went home. “I used to want our son to be your junior.” he said startling Ivan. “But I also thought that Roxanne was right. Maybe our child will be a consumption to us and maybe inherit from you. So I thought of something new.”Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.

He saw Ivan grin as well. “You’re mean to me. Oh go ahead, what name did you think of?”

She smiled spontaneously. “Ievan Rinzen.” he suddenly felt a thrill when he mentioned that name.

“You-van? Why does it seem …”

“Ievan’s spelling was I-E-V-A-N but Youvan was wet.” I said again.

“You really love me, what? The closeness of the spelling to my name e.”

He laughed. “Assuming. The meaning was just nice then. Ievan’s meaning was” God was merciful “so that’s the name I liked.” aniya. But the truth was that he was beautiful because the spelling of Ivan’s name was close.

“What was the meaning of Rinzen?” Ivan asked.

‘the holder of intellect. Maybe he’ll inherit your intelligence. Oh, right? I’m good at thinking of a name.”

Ivan didn’t say anything so he just didn’t say anything. The amount they talked about today. But he knew in himself that he was still looking forward to the times when he and Ivan were just like this. You kind of just tell each other what they want to say. They no longer have subtle problems.

After a few minutes of silence he spoke up. “It’s really all over, what?” he asked. Ivan’s hug with her became even tighter.

“Yes. And I promise we’ll never break up again. Let’s go until the end.” Ivan kissed the top of his head.

“What if I leave you again? were we still there until the end?” he smiled mischievously and looked at Ivan.

“Of course. Because now I’m ready to chase you wherever you go. I won’t stop until I get you. I love you so much that you can’t just leave me.”

Those words almost melted her heart. He thought that this would only happen in a dream but it didn’t. Ivan really loves her.

“What about when you left me?” he asked again.

“Hays, Rigella. It’s unlikely that will happen because I love you so much. There were no more questions. Just, I love you so much, I love you so much.”

“Hmm.” he smiled and nodded. “Let’s be late, huh?” he was sure.

“Let’s be late. Promise.”

After that incident they just watched the twinkling stars in the sky at the same time. It seemed to symbolize the love between the two of them. Because even if there was no certainty if there was love, it will come and come to the point that love itself will appear to make them look like they really have love.

Although many trials, problems, and illnesses have occurred, they were still here. Together and hug. And nothing can shake the love they have.

Although not everything was easy, they fought for the love they felt. Even though their story was not as good as the happy ending novels, they were happy. They were satisfied. They will fight in case destiny separates them again.

Maybe, this was the end of it all. There was no problem and pain but there were still trials to come. But sooner or later there was still clarity. It was like a day that would rise to call their hearts and minds.

They say, “every end was a new beginning”. And for Ivan and Rigella, the end of their sufferings was also the beginning of their lifelong love …

Because what they have was for keeps. And that was meant forever.

The End…