Frustration And Desperation
“There was really an episode between Hazel and Axel last night?” The Alpha asked Rex who was standing a few meters away from him
“Yes, father. Hazel suddenly acted crazily, wanting to jump on any man and then Axel came for her and took her into his room. The moans were loud enough for anyone to suggest what was going on inside of the room.” Rex responded.
Anger and rage beclouded the face of the Alpha as Rex finished his words.
“Axel!” He growled, slamming his fist on his table.
“Axel is so much in love with Hazel. Why don’t you just let him be with her, father? I mean…. He could choose to be with her and if he is not accepted by the others because of his woman, I… I am sure I would be accepted”
“Rex, leave!” The voice of the Alpha was harsh and stern.
Rex gulped down.
“Yes father” he took steps backwards and left the room of the Alpha.
The Alpha groaned and threw the table off, making the things on it fall and scatter all over the ground.
“If that Hazel would not let go of Axel, then I will make her let go of him.”
*
Hazel pushed the door open and walked into the home of Axel. She walked into the living room as his lovely scent filled her nose with every step that she took.
He was seated on a sofa in the living room, his eyes glued to the television, pretending not to care about her presence in his home.Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g
“Axel” she called his name but he gave no response and kept his eyes on the television.
“Axel” she called his name once more but he still remained silent.
Hazel groaned and turned off the television, finally getting his attention.
“What do you want from me? Why are you here?” He questioned, his eyes totally different from the eyes she remembered the previous night.
The eyes from the previous night was one that desired her and was willing to do anything for her but the eyes she was looking at right now was cold.
“I am here to see my mate”
“I. Am. Not. Your. Mate.” He spelt out to her coldly.
“You did not tell that to me last night” she replied and he looked away from her for a second, licking on her lip.
“Last night…. We would not talk about it”
“Yes, we are going to talk about it” she replied and walked even closer to him while he maintained his calm on the sofa.
“We are going to talk about how you did not want any other guy to touch me last night and how you could not resist me…”
He let out a fake chuckle.
“How I could not resist you? You know why I did not fuck you like you requested me to? It is because I could resist you, because you are not as attractive as you think you are to me” he replied, his eyes cold as his words were.
“And you know what I did after I rejected fucking you? I left to fuck another random lady. Just so you know, a random lady turns me on more than you do.” His words hurt her heart but she quickly shook it out of her head.
He was not saying the truth because she had seen enough proof to know that he was attracted to her and that he loved her.
“Hazel, you should leave and you should stay away from me too” he said to her, knowing that his earlier words were unconvincing.
His love for her had been so obvious to her and everyone that him lying that he did not love was absolutely invalid and an useless lie that no one would believe.
“I won’t leave or stay away from you, ever”
“Why?” He groaned throatily.
“You have always wanted me to let go of you, you have always thought that your happiness was tied to my absence. You should be happy now that….”
“You changed all of that already” she added and bent down to look closely at his face, having reached right in front of him.
“You have changed all of that, Axel” her voice turned thinner and in a way made Axel feel hot.
Gosh! He knew she knew what she was doing.
Without giving him a second to react, she had sat on his thighs. Immediately her ass rested on his thighs, he felt a sparkly warmth run through his body.
“You said you do not feel attracted to me? Do you want me expose how much of a liar you are?” She asked rhetorically, her tone low and flirty.
“Hazel, get off me right now.” He ignored her question.
“No, I won’t, because I love you and you love me; because I want you and you want me.” She added and grinded her ass against his crotch.
Almost immediately, he hardened against her ass and Hazel’s lips curled up with a smile.
Axel lowered his head and bit on his lips as his body betrayed his words.
“Fine!” He groaned.
“I want you but I do not love you. It is two different things. I only lust after your body and I do not want to hurt you because I know all I have for you is just lust, that is why I am ending things right….”
“That’s a lie” she placed her index finger on his lips, shutting him up and pouting her lips gently.
“There are two parts of you Axel, and both parts want me. There is that part of you that calls me pretty head, that part of you that loves me, that is willing to go against Alpha Damien for me, is willing to jump into the river even when he is not a good swimmer, that part of you loves me so much and there is the other part of you that calls me sexy head, the part of you that wants my body, that part of you that could not resist me last night, that part of you that makes you unable to stop your dick from getting erect whenever I do even the slightest things. I know both parts and I know that both parts of you want me just as much….”
“As I want you, Axel” she completed her words and Axel said nothing, his gaze were now on her lips that he so much wanted to kiss.
All she had said was the truth about him but he also had to protect her without saddening her about the news of her being from the white wolf pack.
Hazel, noticing his gaze on her lips, leaned in and covered the small gap between them, kissing his lips softly.
For the first few seconds, he remained motionless after which his lips slowly moved in sync with her lips, kissing her back.
But the next second, he came back to his senses and pushed her off so roughly that Hazel fell back to the floor.
“Hazel, stop it!” He got up from the sofa.
“I won’t! Until you admit that you love me and do not mean it to reject me!!” She yelled back.
Axel threw his head backwards, ran his hands through his hair and picked Hazel off the floor, holding onto her shoulders.
“Fine! You know I love you! You know I want you too! You know my words were a lie! You know that I am trying to avoid you because if i do not, I won’t be able to resist you! You know it all! But stay away from me for now, okay?!” He let out his emotions in an outburst as his wolf side roared in explosion of emotions.
Perhaps his human side would have been able to keep the words in but not when his wolf side kicked in.
“It’s dangerous for you to stay with me for now! Just do what I said and stay away from me for now, Hazel! Just stay away from me!!”
“What are you hiding from me, Axel?” She questioned, feeling her heart squeeze in pain seeing the frustration and desperation in her eyes.
The frustration of not being able to hold and love her the way he wanted to and the desperation of wanting to protect her from his father by sticking to his end of the deal.
“Hazel….”
“For now, let’s stay away from each other, Hazel!”
“But I do not want to stay away from you, Axel!” She groaned, with tears filling her eyes once more.
“You have to!”
“Fine!”
“But first, I want to hear you tell me that you love me. I want to hear you promise me that you will tell me everything going on very soon and will come back for me because….”
“Axel” she held his hands gently from her shoulders and stared deeply into his eyes.
“Because I have grown so used to you that I cannot do without you anymore.”
“I will… I promise you I will stay away from you as soon as I hear you assuring me that you love me”
He took her hands away from her hands and caressed her face gently.
“Hazel, you know it. I love you so much” his eyes held more frustration.
Hazel crushed her body against him, hugging him tightly.
“Hazel, you have to leave now.”
Hazel remained in his arms, not wanting to let go for a long time. Even though her heart had now been reassured of his love, her mind was troubled as she knew nothing of his troubles yet.
“Hazel” Axel groaned and she hesitantly pulled away from him.
“Hazel, you need to leave.”