Chapter 74
Asher’s POV
I awoke to see that she had gone and this didn’t please me one bit. I had thought she would stay with me even if it was for a while until I had woken up.
I picked up my phone to call her numerous times until she picked it up.
“Hey, you didn’t wait for me to wake up,” I sighed. “I’m missing you right now. Why did you leave?”
“I don’t want to talk about it,” she whispered.
“Zen?”
“Can you stop?!” she yelled at me, getting me by surprise? I had not expected that from her. “I’m sorry,” she apologized. “Work called and I had to be there.”
“It’s fine. Last night was beautiful and I had no idea you were sweeter than before. I loved every minute with you. We’ll meet up soon?”
“Yeah, sure,” she said.
“I’d want to have a day with you and the children.”
“Asher… I don’t think that’s a good idea right now.”
“Then when is the good time for it?”
“How about tomorrow when we’ve actually planned something out? We can’t do anything now.”
“Yeah, I understand.”
I got to my feet as she dropped the call. She was acting strange to me. Last night was a wonderful night for me.
I remembered sliding in and out of her and it made me look down at the erection I had. Just thinking about how we had violated each other made me smile.
All the styles we had used, the places we had done it.
I walked to the table by the window to see a wet mark there. Touching it with my finger, I took it to my nose to sniff. It smelled like her. Her insides had made me go crazy that night.
I wanted more of her. I wanted to do this again with her and I never wanted to stop.
If there was a way to keep her by my side forever so I would have this mind blowing sex over and over again, I would do it.
I entered the bathroom to wash up, emerging to change into my new outfit before leaving the apartment.
As I drove through the empty street, I could not stop thinking about what I could do for the children.
I wanted them to be on my side even if it was for a second. I loved them and I wanted to start acting like a father towards them.
That way they would start seeing me as their father and not a random stranger.
I had no idea how I was going to apologize to them for not being there for them while they grew up. While they were born I had been absent. I had to apologize for that.
I started to bring up suggestions but they didn’t seem like they would work.
I felt hurt thinking of how they had ignored me in previous times.
Maybe I could tell Zendaya to help me talk to them. What better way than to have the mother beg the children to accept me as their father.
I internally promised myself that if I finally got into their lives I would never let them go. I would stay with them and be by their side until the end of time.
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Zendaya’s POV
I slept for a bit, woke up an hour later to get ready for work.
I went to the bathroom to shower as I thought of the sex I and Asher had done. It was sweet. I wasn’t going to deny it, but I knew it was wrong.
We had fucked on the couch and he had handled me in way I didn’t know he could handle me.
We had gone multiple rounds like we were pornstars and I liked it.
My head hurt from how he had dragged it while hitting me from behind. I had felt him going deeper and deeper while my insides smushed together under the influence of his dick.
I was supposed to not be swayed by him at all. I was supposed to have my mind set on the prize but how could I when he was that good. When he had handled me like his personal prostitute, how could I leave him?
Travis never handled me like that. He was all about treating me like a gentleman. Sometimes I just wanted to be put in my place and manhandled.
Sometimes I wanted him to show me that he was the man of the house and that was what Asher had done to me.NôvelDrama.Org © content.
He had destroyed my insides, making me rethink my whole plans. I wanted to have more sex with him. I wanted him to keep railing me however he wanted.
My pussy flooded just thinking about him and I didn’t know if it was the shower or my insides producing the liquid.
I walked out of the shower and dressed up to go to work.
When I reached the door, I stopped as I decided to work from home since I was tired.
I changed back into pajamas as I got my laptop out with my files, headed for the dining table to sit and work.
I worked for some time before leaning back in my chair. I stared at the children who were watching the television and studied them for a while.
I had missed playing with them or talking with them for a while. I got up from my seat, joining them in the living room as we played for a bit.
When we were done, I fell on my back staring at the ceiling until I decided to tell them what was in my mind.
“I’m taking you guys somewhere this evening,” I said as they stared at me. “Do you guys want to come?”
“Yeah!” they all yelled.
“Where are we going?” Layla asked.
“We are going to meet your father.”
I watched their faces flood with horror as I instantly knew they couldn’t care less if he was dead or alive.